I remember vividly the day that I made a big mistake –I was not listening to my mother’s words to keep the door closed. When I was eight years old, in the third grade, my family lived on 4F of an old apartment in which other seven families lived. Those families used the same entrance which was normally open because children forgot to close it all the time. My mother was worried about our safety and kept reminding us that we must close the door after walking in. Unfortunately I treated it as a murmuring and wasn’t willing to follow it.
The day was Saturday. Only my younger brother and I stayed at home. My father went out for work and my mother was also out for grocery shopping. We were very happy because we could temporary away from my mother’s supervision.
We started to play. A couple minutes after, we started to find something to eat. There was no snack at home, so I went out for it and asked my brother stay at home.
When I went back at main gate of the apartment, my hands were full with snacks. Therefore, I decided to keeping the door open -ignored my mother’s instruction totally. By the time I climbed up to 3F, I found a stranger man after me.
I thought it was someone’s guest and was not aware any dangerous. I kept climbing. Suddenly, the man stopped me and asked, “little girl, did you know who was xxxx?” I stood up, turned back and tried to answer his question. A terrible thing happened. I found the man’s hand was under my skirt!
I started to cry. I thrown my snacks toward the man’s face and ran. I ran very fast to home, with the speed that I never had. I punched the door loudly with crying voice, “Dad, Dad opened the door!”
My younger brother slowly answered the door and asked, “sister, why you said that? You know Dad wasn’t at home.” Fortunately, the man probably shocked by my voice and he wasn’t followed me.
I didn’t tell my family about this accident. I was so afraid that they will blame me on my carless. But after that, I keep the door closed always and never forget it.
12/22/2010
Have you ever written Regularly to someone?
I wrote regular letters to my grandparents monthly while I was a child. These regular letters help us form a tightly emotional connection between family. These letters also helped me to walk through the dark valley of my life.
My Farther left his hometown early for finance reason. Just like the other millions of young man, away hometown just for a better job in a big city. These letters wrote by me but present him with his best wishes and conveyed deeply miss to his family. While I wrote and read these letters, I learnt how to love my family and experienced the deepness best wishes from grandparents.
My Farther left his hometown early for finance reason. Just like the other millions of young man, away hometown just for a better job in a big city. These letters wrote by me but present him with his best wishes and conveyed deeply miss to his family. While I wrote and read these letters, I learnt how to love my family and experienced the deepness best wishes from grandparents.
12/21/2010
Do you remember learning to write?
The writing experience of mine was started by elementary school while I was Nine years old. But the “real” writing experience that I could remember was the day at my third grade.
At very first beginning, my writing was thought by my mother, every word I wrote, every thought I made was came from her directly -just use my hand to write them down. That was bored me. Until one day, the teacher gave an assignment, “what do you do while your weekend?” My mother let me write it freely and put the score aside. I used four pages of sheets then finished the work. Finally, I got an “A-“.
After that day, I learnt the interest from writing. My teacher let me know; she liked and encouraged me if the writing really done by myself. I felt safe and welcome from her attitude. It makes me believe the writing seems not that difficult if I tried my best.
At very first beginning, my writing was thought by my mother, every word I wrote, every thought I made was came from her directly -just use my hand to write them down. That was bored me. Until one day, the teacher gave an assignment, “what do you do while your weekend?” My mother let me write it freely and put the score aside. I used four pages of sheets then finished the work. Finally, I got an “A-“.
After that day, I learnt the interest from writing. My teacher let me know; she liked and encouraged me if the writing really done by myself. I felt safe and welcome from her attitude. It makes me believe the writing seems not that difficult if I tried my best.
12/12/2010
Do you agree or disagree with the following statement? Television has destroyed communication among friends and family
Although Television acting as a mass media to bridge peoples’ social life and modern world, it still has many serious drawbacks. Let me explain my opinion by three bullets.
So, I’ll start by filling you in the background of “Coach Potato”
Finally, I’ll elaborate on why we “lost mutual understanding” causing by television.
First,
Television provides lots of programs to attract people watch them. These programs are full with sound and various image art to persuade audience stay tuned. Especially when people back home after working all day long, these programs grab all their attention make them sit on the coach stick in front of TV, indulge in these entertainment then become a coach potato.
Second,
In order to grab audience attention, the TV program full with Violence, Sex and Propaganda. Those things are minor in real world but major in TV show. The unscrupulous themes can be easily imitated by young children and adult, because they are detail enough and frequently published over and over at media. People who addicted in TV program too much they got problem to figure out what went wrong.
Finally
Finally, we lost our trust to human being. We lack of patient to understand who think in different with us. We indulge in the phantom world that TV creation too much and forget what is real. We lost the patience to maintain mutual relationship between people. Finally, we lost the connection among friends.
Conclusion
How to maintain a lasting meaningful relationship is depends on how you understand and familiar with real world. If people who addicted into TV program too much, he or she literally lost control by phantom world that TV program created. Moreover, they are totally block out and forbidden by read world.
So, I’ll start by filling you in the background of “Coach Potato”
Finally, I’ll elaborate on why we “lost mutual understanding” causing by television.
First,
Television provides lots of programs to attract people watch them. These programs are full with sound and various image art to persuade audience stay tuned. Especially when people back home after working all day long, these programs grab all their attention make them sit on the coach stick in front of TV, indulge in these entertainment then become a coach potato.
Second,
In order to grab audience attention, the TV program full with Violence, Sex and Propaganda. Those things are minor in real world but major in TV show. The unscrupulous themes can be easily imitated by young children and adult, because they are detail enough and frequently published over and over at media. People who addicted in TV program too much they got problem to figure out what went wrong.
Finally
Finally, we lost our trust to human being. We lack of patient to understand who think in different with us. We indulge in the phantom world that TV creation too much and forget what is real. We lost the patience to maintain mutual relationship between people. Finally, we lost the connection among friends.
Conclusion
How to maintain a lasting meaningful relationship is depends on how you understand and familiar with real world. If people who addicted into TV program too much, he or she literally lost control by phantom world that TV program created. Moreover, they are totally block out and forbidden by read world.
11/16/2010
About Movie “Front of the Class”
PLOT
Brad Cohen has suffered by severe Tourette syndrome since he was child. He can’t help but keeping make bark noise no matter when and where -especially he feel nervous. These behaviors embarrassed his parents and friends very much. At that time, no one knows he injured by the mental disease. They marked him as a problem child finally.
At the first beginning, his mother thought his abnormal behaviors may came from her divorce. Therefore, they started to see the shrink frequently. But it was no improve after many times treatments. He was keeping made troubles in school. Finally, his mother couldn’t tolerate anymore and also didn’t trust the comments come from the shrink. She started find the more suitable answer in the library. And she found. It is Tourette who causing Brad has these kind strange behaviors.
Jessica’s comments:
In the end of the movie I notice Brad give a speech to thanks his long term best friend –Tourette who give the chance to teach him never give up. But I can’t help but keep wondering who is the first person taught him never give up? The answer should be his mother. His mother just a simple saleswoman which don’t have good job or high education. These conditions not stop her to find the real answer. She helps his son stand up at the first step and also provides him enough support, encourage at his follow life.
I also notice that Brad is fully trusted in his father‘s love–even the time when he thought his father not support him as a teacher. When Brad failed to gain a private exam room for his master degree test, the first one he think about to call help was his father. Of course, his father not let him down.
In my opinion, Brad’s success is not a coincidence. It is a combination result, a love nexus between parents and child.
Brad Cohen has suffered by severe Tourette syndrome since he was child. He can’t help but keeping make bark noise no matter when and where -especially he feel nervous. These behaviors embarrassed his parents and friends very much. At that time, no one knows he injured by the mental disease. They marked him as a problem child finally.
At the first beginning, his mother thought his abnormal behaviors may came from her divorce. Therefore, they started to see the shrink frequently. But it was no improve after many times treatments. He was keeping made troubles in school. Finally, his mother couldn’t tolerate anymore and also didn’t trust the comments come from the shrink. She started find the more suitable answer in the library. And she found. It is Tourette who causing Brad has these kind strange behaviors.
Jessica’s comments:
In the end of the movie I notice Brad give a speech to thanks his long term best friend –Tourette who give the chance to teach him never give up. But I can’t help but keep wondering who is the first person taught him never give up? The answer should be his mother. His mother just a simple saleswoman which don’t have good job or high education. These conditions not stop her to find the real answer. She helps his son stand up at the first step and also provides him enough support, encourage at his follow life.
I also notice that Brad is fully trusted in his father‘s love–even the time when he thought his father not support him as a teacher. When Brad failed to gain a private exam room for his master degree test, the first one he think about to call help was his father. Of course, his father not let him down.
In my opinion, Brad’s success is not a coincidence. It is a combination result, a love nexus between parents and child.
10/19/2010
David against the Giant?
When I rolling the web searching business news from CNN Money for my assignment, a topic listed “Dell and Intel: Big Tech behaving badly” brings my attention. Here goes the topic:
First, Intel manipulated the chip market by paid rebate to Dell, HP, Lenovo and Acer to let them stay away AMD since early 2003 to 2006.
Second, Dell got rebate around $4.3 billon, they lied their investors by putting this amount back to computer maker report pretend this is part of their operating profit. Until May 2006 Intel stop paid so called “incentive program” their operating profit server dropped off by 36%. They still keep lying to their investors, they didn’t do any wrong.
Third, Intel dealt a peace treaty with AMD and paid its rival $1.25 billion to obtain AMD dropped all lawsuits against Intel as a return.
I still remembered the day when we first time saw the AMD chipset. My boss announce it with exciting sound, he believes the new technology can bring server another future. But after that at following serial projects, a different server hadn’t been found.
We understanding the important about “free market economy” operation, but to protect a future start to against big giant should belong to government’s responsibility. To my surprise is the wording that reporter use, “naughty behavior” Intel… It seems if a company is big and reach enough, they’re bad behavior becomes tolerable and reasonable. Even though such serious finical crime “antitrust” and happen in States.
First, Intel manipulated the chip market by paid rebate to Dell, HP, Lenovo and Acer to let them stay away AMD since early 2003 to 2006.
Second, Dell got rebate around $4.3 billon, they lied their investors by putting this amount back to computer maker report pretend this is part of their operating profit. Until May 2006 Intel stop paid so called “incentive program” their operating profit server dropped off by 36%. They still keep lying to their investors, they didn’t do any wrong.
Third, Intel dealt a peace treaty with AMD and paid its rival $1.25 billion to obtain AMD dropped all lawsuits against Intel as a return.
I still remembered the day when we first time saw the AMD chipset. My boss announce it with exciting sound, he believes the new technology can bring server another future. But after that at following serial projects, a different server hadn’t been found.
We understanding the important about “free market economy” operation, but to protect a future start to against big giant should belong to government’s responsibility. To my surprise is the wording that reporter use, “naughty behavior” Intel… It seems if a company is big and reach enough, they’re bad behavior becomes tolerable and reasonable. Even though such serious finical crime “antitrust” and happen in States.
10/12/2010
Change
I studied physiognomy and astrology since I was a child, my mother influenced me. She runs a small company; the skill helped her do the recruiting easily. She shared experience to me especially special case happened. The real cases became powerful precedents convinced me trust the skill more.
Long time pass, studied the skill becomes my regular hobby. I use it to evaluate employee, friends, and neighbors. I trust it so much; I even use it to against people who related with me. Then one day I found, only one type people surround me. The scope of friends becomes small. I realized something happen, and started to view internally my-self and the skill I used to trust.
When I found the deeply drawback my- self, I started to change. I am trying to extend the vision what I used to be.
The skill should be purpose for helping people to understand each other. To realize that individual group has each own character. If I cannot learn how to respect the difference, one day I will finally alone.
PS: I found someone is guarding me. Every time before I made big mistake, the unknown power will shows and stop me.
10/05/2010
The Indispensable Man
I’m afraid the feeling of unsuccess, so I try my best at every challenge.
To well prepare makes me succeed,
I also dazzled by the feelings that “I’m always right”(?).
The more I win, the more I lost. I become proud without sympathy.
I can’t tolerate anyone who slows down my speed.
One day I found, my son is the one who slow down the other.
The attitude which I throw at to the others just reflects on him.
I’m sunk in profoundly depression. I introspect myself day and day.
The poem “The Indispensable Men” was I found from internet.
I print it down stick it in front of my desk,
it reminds me in every minutes must not proud.
The Indispensable Men
Sometime when you're feeling important;
Sometime when your ego 's in bloom;
Sometime when you take it for granted,
You're the best qualified in the room:
Sometime when you feel that your going,
Would leave an unfillable hole,
Just follow these simple instructions,
And see how they humble your soul.
Take a bucket and fill it with water,
Put your hand in it up to the wrist,
Pull it out and the hole that's remaining,
Is a measure of how much you'll be missed.
You can splash all you wish when you enter,
You may stir up the water galore,
But stop, and you'll find that in no time,
It looks quite the same as before.
The moral of this quaint example,
Is to do just the best that you can,
Be proud of yourself but remember,
There's no indispensable man.
To well prepare makes me succeed,
I also dazzled by the feelings that “I’m always right”(?).
The more I win, the more I lost. I become proud without sympathy.
I can’t tolerate anyone who slows down my speed.
One day I found, my son is the one who slow down the other.
The attitude which I throw at to the others just reflects on him.
I’m sunk in profoundly depression. I introspect myself day and day.
The poem “The Indispensable Men” was I found from internet.
I print it down stick it in front of my desk,
it reminds me in every minutes must not proud.
The Indispensable Men
Sometime when you're feeling important;
Sometime when your ego 's in bloom;
Sometime when you take it for granted,
You're the best qualified in the room:
Sometime when you feel that your going,
Would leave an unfillable hole,
Just follow these simple instructions,
And see how they humble your soul.
Take a bucket and fill it with water,
Put your hand in it up to the wrist,
Pull it out and the hole that's remaining,
Is a measure of how much you'll be missed.
You can splash all you wish when you enter,
You may stir up the water galore,
But stop, and you'll find that in no time,
It looks quite the same as before.
The moral of this quaint example,
Is to do just the best that you can,
Be proud of yourself but remember,
There's no indispensable man.
9/28/2010
上學記
Because of work, I don't have much time company with my children since they still in junior school. I let after school's teacher take care of them even junior school. Everything seems perfect and peace with my daughter Winnie, I think Jeremy, my son will same situtation, too.
Until one day I checked his homework and found, he has trouble to identify "b" and "d". I'm surprised by the stupid mistake he made and yowled. He cried and replied, he hate English ever since I send him to "何x仁". Not only that, he hates any kind of coaching when it comes from female teacher.
I felt puzzled and weakness, I don't know how to do. I know I'm the one who should take more responsibility. I have no one to talk and discuss. The way I grow up seems can't copied to my son. I awake all night, the more I think the more I panic.
Finally, I pick up the phone call help from my father-we stop talking since 20years ago when my parents divorce.
After discussion, we all agree to let Jeremy stay with grandfather for weeks, let him closely ovserve what's went wrong? Weeks after, we made another communication.
My father told me, Jeremy needs just same as I am at the pass-parents' company. He learnt this from the previous marriage he and my mother, same mistakes shouldn't happend to me again. He also told me how he loves me and sorry for bad relationship we had previously.
After the disussion, I felt freash but strong. It seems I grow back from little girl again but fool with parents's support this time.
I agree my son's request -teach him English instead of after school. I understand my English ability isn't good enough for junior high school level, therefore I back to college again.
Dear Jeremy, I hope one day when you grow up will find, English is not that hatful. One day you will find our learning these years is more than English - the love connection pass through from grandfather, mother and you.
Until one day I checked his homework and found, he has trouble to identify "b" and "d". I'm surprised by the stupid mistake he made and yowled. He cried and replied, he hate English ever since I send him to "何x仁". Not only that, he hates any kind of coaching when it comes from female teacher.
I felt puzzled and weakness, I don't know how to do. I know I'm the one who should take more responsibility. I have no one to talk and discuss. The way I grow up seems can't copied to my son. I awake all night, the more I think the more I panic.
Finally, I pick up the phone call help from my father-we stop talking since 20years ago when my parents divorce.
After discussion, we all agree to let Jeremy stay with grandfather for weeks, let him closely ovserve what's went wrong? Weeks after, we made another communication.
My father told me, Jeremy needs just same as I am at the pass-parents' company. He learnt this from the previous marriage he and my mother, same mistakes shouldn't happend to me again. He also told me how he loves me and sorry for bad relationship we had previously.
After the disussion, I felt freash but strong. It seems I grow back from little girl again but fool with parents's support this time.
I agree my son's request -teach him English instead of after school. I understand my English ability isn't good enough for junior high school level, therefore I back to college again.
Dear Jeremy, I hope one day when you grow up will find, English is not that hatful. One day you will find our learning these years is more than English - the love connection pass through from grandfather, mother and you.
5/03/2009
TBD
(圖片轉自春田窯)
To see the season follower blooming is my wish for months, but it seems not easy to catch with.
My family CRV has a comfortable inside space which makes me more eager to go out for that.
Yesterday, the photo of travel column on newspaper brings my attention, numbers of flowers were blooming.
The tune tree aisle covered by thousands of white flowers; the falling petals just like flower snow the presenting picture was so beautiful just like a dream! I grab the paper show it to my husband than we decide to have a trip today.
The spot that we plan to visit is Sanyi which located in Miaoli County. Although the near Dashi has same scenic spots, we still decide drive farther considering about traffic congestion. The traffic problem becomes serious there. Years lately, Dashi is famous by the old buildings and well known to near citizens of Counties. The traffic especially in holiday is a nightmare, even well known every trails the native people like us has no way to go.
The children get up early; they are excited by the trip.
My daughter picks up some straw berries from the garden back yard as a snack before our way to go.
The day was so beautiful full with soft sunshine and tender wind. Even in boring drive hours we’re enjoyed.
The journey hours full with happy chatting and harmlessly teasing, lovely noise covering the car.
My family CRV has a comfortable inside space which makes me more eager to go out for that.
Yesterday, the photo of travel column on newspaper brings my attention, numbers of flowers were blooming.
The tune tree aisle covered by thousands of white flowers; the falling petals just like flower snow the presenting picture was so beautiful just like a dream! I grab the paper show it to my husband than we decide to have a trip today.
The spot that we plan to visit is Sanyi which located in Miaoli County. Although the near Dashi has same scenic spots, we still decide drive farther considering about traffic congestion. The traffic problem becomes serious there. Years lately, Dashi is famous by the old buildings and well known to near citizens of Counties. The traffic especially in holiday is a nightmare, even well known every trails the native people like us has no way to go.
The children get up early; they are excited by the trip.
My daughter picks up some straw berries from the garden back yard as a snack before our way to go.
The day was so beautiful full with soft sunshine and tender wind. Even in boring drive hours we’re enjoyed.
The journey hours full with happy chatting and harmlessly teasing, lovely noise covering the car.
We move to our destination steadily.
The pleasant atmosphere makes us talk too much and drink too much.
The pleasant atmosphere makes us talk too much and drink too much.
Sooner, we found out we must hurry up for the lavatory.
Murphy's Law did his magic again.
Murphy's Law did his magic again.
It happened before 2km of Exist interchange Sanyi, we run into serious traffic congestion.
Stuck in car line after 10mintues, the seconds just like years to us but we still away from Exist 2km.
We’re force to give up Sanyi Exist but heading toward to next rest area.
After an embarrassing confusion, we all safely pass the moment.
Our destination changed by the interlude, we visited Taisugar plant in Howli as an instead.
Stuck in car line after 10mintues, the seconds just like years to us but we still away from Exist 2km.
We’re force to give up Sanyi Exist but heading toward to next rest area.
After an embarrassing confusion, we all safely pass the moment.
Our destination changed by the interlude, we visited Taisugar plant in Howli as an instead.
Well, to see the season flower seems uneasy to me.
It’s may be a good excuse to make a leave while working hours.
4/27/2009
Prejudice
Since I was a child, introspection daily before fall asleep for minutes becomes my regular habit every day. I’m fully confident if the decision made by that. Therefore, no other voice can break through my mind especially I believe I’m right. I even don’t feel sorry no matter how the effects becomes.
When I’m getting older, I found my decision becomes vary. Not because I’m wrong, but because things may have different factors. The decision made becomes more complicate base on my experienced. One day suddenly I found, how’s the decision made while I’m still young or inexperience? I may hurt people but even not aware of it!
Years ago, I got one colleague who just graduated from school. She is so young and full with trust with people natural, always good to all her related. I’m very worried on her and afraid someone will hurt her. After years go by, I found the people who around her treat her in good way even the choosy guys! Then I start to believe, the relationship between people can be good if the very start with trust.
Are humans naturally evil or good? For the one who hurt by me I’m devil. For the one who got help by me, I am angel.
The interaction is base on what we take and given.
People may change, people may make mistake. We need trust our heart not our eyes sometimes.
No matter how, everyone do deserve the 2nd chance.
When I’m getting older, I found my decision becomes vary. Not because I’m wrong, but because things may have different factors. The decision made becomes more complicate base on my experienced. One day suddenly I found, how’s the decision made while I’m still young or inexperience? I may hurt people but even not aware of it!
Years ago, I got one colleague who just graduated from school. She is so young and full with trust with people natural, always good to all her related. I’m very worried on her and afraid someone will hurt her. After years go by, I found the people who around her treat her in good way even the choosy guys! Then I start to believe, the relationship between people can be good if the very start with trust.
Are humans naturally evil or good? For the one who hurt by me I’m devil. For the one who got help by me, I am angel.
The interaction is base on what we take and given.
People may change, people may make mistake. We need trust our heart not our eyes sometimes.
No matter how, everyone do deserve the 2nd chance.
4/05/2009
A rose by any other name would smell as sweet
I like flowers. I believe every woman present each own style just like variety of them.
One of my friend told me that some guy who been layoff by me kept delivery a rumor, my position not due to my ability but an affair.
When he talked me about this, the first thing came across through my mind not angry but a yell, “I’m still a woman!”
And someone in somewhere still has men believes me that I’m still attractive!
When I figure out what’s ironic here, I became frustrated.
Why I lost my sense of woman these years? I’m just 40years old, not 70years old.
I work as a mechanical engineer for years in the past, even at that time I never lost my woman sense until now. What’s happening? I’m confused.
I went to facial beauty salon once a month, the reason is the treatment there can make me looks full energy, bright and clean.
The fortune teller said, with a bright and clean forehead can help my carrier.
Iit’s not for beauty.
I went to college for Yoga exercise once a week.
The reason is to keep a good shape can give others first impression not flabby and lazy.
It’s also not for beauty.
What’s wrong now?
When I planting the roses at the garden I realize one thing,
I need presenting like a follower not a gardener.
"No such thing can hurt my feelings as a woman! "
I will finally find my own style of flowers even I'm 40!
I told my husband the story and what's I'm learned.
He comments the accident in very brutal way,
“No such thing a man with power and great money would like the old woman instead of young girl!”
“Man wants a second lover not a second wife!”
@@#%^**… What’s a piggy!
One of my friend told me that some guy who been layoff by me kept delivery a rumor, my position not due to my ability but an affair.
When he talked me about this, the first thing came across through my mind not angry but a yell, “I’m still a woman!”
And someone in somewhere still has men believes me that I’m still attractive!
When I figure out what’s ironic here, I became frustrated.
Why I lost my sense of woman these years? I’m just 40years old, not 70years old.
I work as a mechanical engineer for years in the past, even at that time I never lost my woman sense until now. What’s happening? I’m confused.
I went to facial beauty salon once a month, the reason is the treatment there can make me looks full energy, bright and clean.
The fortune teller said, with a bright and clean forehead can help my carrier.
Iit’s not for beauty.
I went to college for Yoga exercise once a week.
The reason is to keep a good shape can give others first impression not flabby and lazy.
It’s also not for beauty.
What’s wrong now?
When I planting the roses at the garden I realize one thing,
I need presenting like a follower not a gardener.
"No such thing can hurt my feelings as a woman! "
I will finally find my own style of flowers even I'm 40!
I told my husband the story and what's I'm learned.
He comments the accident in very brutal way,
“No such thing a man with power and great money would like the old woman instead of young girl!”
“Man wants a second lover not a second wife!”
@@#%^**… What’s a piggy!
3/27/2009
The furthest distance in the world
The furthest distance in the world
Is not between life and death
But when I stand in front of you
Yet you don’t know that I love you
The furthest distance in the world
Is not when i stand in front of you
Yet you can’t see my love
But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both
Yet cannot Be togehter
The furthest distance in the world
Is not being apart while being in love
But when plainly can not resist the yearning
Yet pretending
You have never been in my heart
The furthest distance in the world
Is not But using one’s indifferent heart
To dig an uncrossable river
For the one who loves you
3/22/2009
Something different is good
The space of my car isn’t big enough for whole family to fit in, we was selected the one just for cost concern and children still youth at then. Ten years pass by, the car is old and the sounds can be heard everywhere especially when the wheel turns. I suppose it may the right to have a new car. Even though the world economic crisis are still existed not vanished.
We visited car show room this weekend try to learn more the newest car from them. As one of Toyota’s fan, their show room is my first choice. When we walk in their door the crowded people is first impression. It’s really difficult to sniff out the sign of money shortage. (“No salary paid vacation” may only happen at IP business.) My husband gives me that kind of “look” since when we go out from home I insisted we dressed in “casual”.
I only interested two breeds “WISH” and “RV4”. Unfortunately, I near in RV4 first therefore I put WISH aside all the way behind until I walk out Toyota show room then realize it. The RV4 really a high quality car, no matter you takes a distance look or closes it. It needn’t fancy equipment to decorate it, the quality can be felt from each tiny detail, for example the stitches of the leather car seat. They are tight and fit, all the curve lines firmly leaning by the seat 3D angle. What a beautiful! But since my husband and I seems not rich enough to offered high quality car, the young salesman just give us a politeness welcome.
The 2nd car was CR-V, Honda’s car show room Japanese brand. It wasn’t brining my attention at first; I walk in there just because my husband likes to take a look. When the old salesman talk to my husband, I felt very boring just walk around and check. After few minutes they talk, the salesman give us propose the test drive. It really a nice drive experience when the car so high. When he opened the roof window, ooh, I almost can feel the sky! Until the night, the salesman came over to our door give us the souvenir that he claims he forgot to give us that morning. What a smart guy!
The 3rd one… It was “outlander’ I even no patience do the outline check!
I’m here do the counting, does any chance my family afford another car? I told to myself, do more think about…
We visited car show room this weekend try to learn more the newest car from them. As one of Toyota’s fan, their show room is my first choice. When we walk in their door the crowded people is first impression. It’s really difficult to sniff out the sign of money shortage. (“No salary paid vacation” may only happen at IP business.) My husband gives me that kind of “look” since when we go out from home I insisted we dressed in “casual”.
I only interested two breeds “WISH” and “RV4”. Unfortunately, I near in RV4 first therefore I put WISH aside all the way behind until I walk out Toyota show room then realize it. The RV4 really a high quality car, no matter you takes a distance look or closes it. It needn’t fancy equipment to decorate it, the quality can be felt from each tiny detail, for example the stitches of the leather car seat. They are tight and fit, all the curve lines firmly leaning by the seat 3D angle. What a beautiful! But since my husband and I seems not rich enough to offered high quality car, the young salesman just give us a politeness welcome.
The 2nd car was CR-V, Honda’s car show room Japanese brand. It wasn’t brining my attention at first; I walk in there just because my husband likes to take a look. When the old salesman talk to my husband, I felt very boring just walk around and check. After few minutes they talk, the salesman give us propose the test drive. It really a nice drive experience when the car so high. When he opened the roof window, ooh, I almost can feel the sky! Until the night, the salesman came over to our door give us the souvenir that he claims he forgot to give us that morning. What a smart guy!
The 3rd one… It was “outlander’ I even no patience do the outline check!
I’m here do the counting, does any chance my family afford another car? I told to myself, do more think about…
3/09/2009
Setup
With experienced twenty working years, the kind mistake shouldn’t happen to me. Unfortunately, I still walk into the trap easily without hesitation, what a foolish!
It was just a regular supplier visiting day. The little different only is the visitor in high position which control all Asia headquarter for X company. As usual, we made greeting at first then exchange the comments we had last year. As a RD senior manager in IEC, my comments also got a very good shoot. When I told the poor service about X company, one member present from our side remind me need mentioned the cheated behavior happened in the project. The cheated issue is a fake specification the X company RD team was made. I still can remember how I was angry when I caught it. I thanks for his reminding, and talked the accident very directly. By the time while I was talking, I only can notice the VP is very serious listening.
After our conversation, the VP asked me provide him evidence, he trust my word but need this to take action. Since the atmosphere is very strange while he asking me. I realize it must something serious will happened after that. Therefore I refuse provide it, just pretending that I lost the file.
Until the night I was informed, the VP already got the evidence from “the other”, the curious thing was the “the other” not in the mail loop but their branch sales. Why the evidence ready just in time? I made a quick research and found all involved into the things has conflict with X company RD team and their GM. This is a setup just waiting for my first shoot!
My rational told me, if they not cheating at first then no chance to have them caught. However, I can’t tolerate is, how I become one of them without vigilance! If next time, the setup is directly to me, how can I avoid it? Is there any chance, I put my company in dangerous?
I woke up all night can’t sleep but think, how can I sense the trick in advance next time? This is a lesson learn that I first time have. “Tomorrow is another day.’ I won’t make same thing happened again.
It was just a regular supplier visiting day. The little different only is the visitor in high position which control all Asia headquarter for X company. As usual, we made greeting at first then exchange the comments we had last year. As a RD senior manager in IEC, my comments also got a very good shoot. When I told the poor service about X company, one member present from our side remind me need mentioned the cheated behavior happened in the project. The cheated issue is a fake specification the X company RD team was made. I still can remember how I was angry when I caught it. I thanks for his reminding, and talked the accident very directly. By the time while I was talking, I only can notice the VP is very serious listening.
After our conversation, the VP asked me provide him evidence, he trust my word but need this to take action. Since the atmosphere is very strange while he asking me. I realize it must something serious will happened after that. Therefore I refuse provide it, just pretending that I lost the file.
Until the night I was informed, the VP already got the evidence from “the other”, the curious thing was the “the other” not in the mail loop but their branch sales. Why the evidence ready just in time? I made a quick research and found all involved into the things has conflict with X company RD team and their GM. This is a setup just waiting for my first shoot!
My rational told me, if they not cheating at first then no chance to have them caught. However, I can’t tolerate is, how I become one of them without vigilance! If next time, the setup is directly to me, how can I avoid it? Is there any chance, I put my company in dangerous?
I woke up all night can’t sleep but think, how can I sense the trick in advance next time? This is a lesson learn that I first time have. “Tomorrow is another day.’ I won’t make same thing happened again.
2/22/2009
Ordinary Happiness
It was a sunny weekend. A beautiful weather good enough for people take actions at outside.I woke up early went to the nearest campus with my husband doing some light exercise. After that, we took a simple meal then another favorite weekend action start–gardening. Since the spring comes, my backyard gardens fool with weeds, some fence plants becomes irregular which need small rearrangement.
My fence plants combine with two different vegetations, camellias and thymes. Their growing speed is very different, thymes grows faster while spring comes but no flowers, camellias blooming at very spring. When the camellias line cover with beautiful pink flowers, it really an amazing sight view when look out from the window. Thymes have its own strength even no beautiful flower contains. When summer comes, the thymes will bloom with tiny follower which not easy to visible but you won’t neglect it because it full with pleasant perfume. Our particular action today is move forward the camellias line leave thymes stay alone with the fence.
It only takes two hours for the gardening work, after that, our hands dirt and body wet by sweat. But it stills an enjoyable choke. By the time while we do the chore, my children play around with ball, their noisy sound fill with our ears.
The sunshine wasn’t too hot just warm enough makes people can easily work at outside with short sleeve out off constrain by the winter heavy coat. Stay outside to embrace the warm becomes an ordinary happiness, thanks God to give me the capability to understand and enjoy this simple delight.
It was a very beautiful weekend.
2/15/2009
The emotional words in Chinese that can’t proper translate it in English
The difficult words that I select are "不忍", "揪心".
Although both them are very ancient writings but still commonly use today.
What is "不忍"? When we can see it in the phrase? People may translate "不忍" to “Sorry” in English most of the time, but “Sorry” can widely use on a lot of circumstance which can’t explain the feelings properly.
"不忍"only can use on sad scene in Chinese, particularly use to describe a sad emotion. For example, an outsider which witnesses a tragedy happen at a person or people whom are helpless to handle it. This kind emotion is sympathy that full with mercy and pity which came from human’s natural noble quality. There is no room for guise or pretend contain in it.
The emotion of “揪心” is thing may happened on you or related other which brings very strong emotion just like someone hold your heart and squeeze gently. It’s sometimes worry, sometimes sad, sometimes even cheerful but it’s should has a bitter start go along with serials tragedy then comes to happy end.
No matter, "不忍", "揪心", these two kind emotional words to me is very difficult to translate them in English. The main reason may due to my reading isn’t enough. Hope one day to right down a composition will be an easy and fluently work to me.
Although both them are very ancient writings but still commonly use today.
What is "不忍"? When we can see it in the phrase? People may translate "不忍" to “Sorry” in English most of the time, but “Sorry” can widely use on a lot of circumstance which can’t explain the feelings properly.
"不忍"only can use on sad scene in Chinese, particularly use to describe a sad emotion. For example, an outsider which witnesses a tragedy happen at a person or people whom are helpless to handle it. This kind emotion is sympathy that full with mercy and pity which came from human’s natural noble quality. There is no room for guise or pretend contain in it.
The emotion of “揪心” is thing may happened on you or related other which brings very strong emotion just like someone hold your heart and squeeze gently. It’s sometimes worry, sometimes sad, sometimes even cheerful but it’s should has a bitter start go along with serials tragedy then comes to happy end.
No matter, "不忍", "揪心", these two kind emotional words to me is very difficult to translate them in English. The main reason may due to my reading isn’t enough. Hope one day to right down a composition will be an easy and fluently work to me.
1/26/2009
Skin Painted
Even with a lot New Year Vacation, it enough to plan a long trip travel abroad, we still rather stay at home aren’t go nowhere since it save money most especially in current economic environment.
We rent a lot video tapes plan to watch them during these rainy days, it is included this one "Skin Painted."
At first, we thought it will be a common ghost story just like plenty of them shoot by general Hongkong directors at previous most of the times. After watched whole movie we found, it wasn't like anyone of them. Well, I even drop one tear at one of them -the wife please her husband gives her a quick die.
The "Skin Painted" not talks about ghost but more about love, in deeply saying, it tries to deal with a serious subject about vow and betray in the marriage. In the movie, no matter how the husband try to hide, his wife still found and aware her husband lost his heart in another women (the ghost). She try to stop it but still no use at the end, so she make a deal with the ghost, sacrifice herself in returns her husband and the other's people long term safe.
The plot of this movie is traditional and normal. It tries to deliver a message to people no right or wrong in love. But if a marriage start with a loving couple but turns out only responsibility left at the end, how was it sorrowful. The worst is, if one side still stays in love but the other changed…
Well, the story still has a happy end. You can choice it to please your family in CNY vacation.
Happy CNY days!
We rent a lot video tapes plan to watch them during these rainy days, it is included this one "Skin Painted."
At first, we thought it will be a common ghost story just like plenty of them shoot by general Hongkong directors at previous most of the times. After watched whole movie we found, it wasn't like anyone of them. Well, I even drop one tear at one of them -the wife please her husband gives her a quick die.
The "Skin Painted" not talks about ghost but more about love, in deeply saying, it tries to deal with a serious subject about vow and betray in the marriage. In the movie, no matter how the husband try to hide, his wife still found and aware her husband lost his heart in another women (the ghost). She try to stop it but still no use at the end, so she make a deal with the ghost, sacrifice herself in returns her husband and the other's people long term safe.
The plot of this movie is traditional and normal. It tries to deliver a message to people no right or wrong in love. But if a marriage start with a loving couple but turns out only responsibility left at the end, how was it sorrowful. The worst is, if one side still stays in love but the other changed…
Well, the story still has a happy end. You can choice it to please your family in CNY vacation.
Happy CNY days!
1/05/2009
Translation- Snoopy subtitle - part 5
167
00:20:03,490 --> 00:20:08,041
你曾經是個笨蛋，查理布朗，但是你現在又做了蠢事。
168
00:20:10,409 --> 00:20:11,988
又被打槍了。
169
00:20:22,716 --> 00:20:26,363
我猜你是對的，萊納斯。我真不應該挑選那顆樹。
170
00:20:26,663 --> 00:20:31,865
每件我經手的手都成了災難，我猜我真的不知道什麼是耶誕精神。
171
00:20:32,190 --> 00:20:35,998
難道不是每個人都知道耶誕精神是為了什麼嗎？
172
00:20:36,648 --> 00:20:40,038
當然，查理布朗，我會告訴你什麼是耶誕精神。
173
00:20:46,679 --> 00:20:47,933
請開燈光
174
00:20:50,812 --> 00:20:56,689
在伯利恆之野地裡有牧羊的人，夜間按著更次看守羊群。
175
00:20:56,989 --> 00:21:04,212
有主的使者站在他們旁邊，主的榮光四面照著他們；牧羊的人就甚懼怕。
176
00:21:04,512 --> 00:21:11,735
那天使對他們說：「不要懼怕！我報給你們大喜的信息，是關乎萬民的；
177
00:21:12,035 --> 00:21:18,330
因今天在大衛的城裡，為你們生了救主，就是主基督。
178
00:21:18,630 --> 00:21:25,435
你們要看見一個嬰孩，包著布，臥在馬槽裡，那就是記號了。」
179
00:21:25,735 --> 00:21:37,113
忽然，有一大隊天兵同那天使讚美神說：在至高之處榮耀歸與神！在地上平安歸與他所喜悅的人
180
00:21:47,329 --> 00:21:49,976
那就是聖誕節的由來，查理布朗
181
00:22:34,187 --> 00:22:43,825
那天使對他們說：「不要懼怕！我報給你們大喜的信息，是關乎萬民的；因今天在大衛的城裡，為你們生了救主，就是主基督。
182
00:22:44,125 --> 00:22:46,355
你們要看見那就是展示給你們的記號了
183
00:22:49,977 --> 00:22:54,389
萊納斯是對的，我不會讓這些商業行為毀了我的聖誕節。
184
00:22:58,708 --> 00:23:03,677
我會接納這棵小樹然後我會裝飾它。然後我會讓他們知道我真正扮演什麼角色。
185
00:23:16,958 --> 00:23:19,095
第一名？
186
00:23:23,135 --> 00:23:27,082
好吧，這隻商業化的狗是沒辦法毀了我的聖誕節的。
187
00:23:36,602 --> 00:23:37,949
我會毀了它！
188
00:23:39,714 --> 00:23:41,664
我毀了每一件我經手的事！
189
00:23:52,949 --> 00:23:56,432
我從來沒想到這會是一棵那麼糟的聖誕樹。
190
00:23:58,243 --> 00:24:03,120
這顆樹真的沒那麼糟，它或許只是需要多一點的關愛。
191
00:24:14,451 --> 00:24:18,909
查理布朗是笨蛋，但是他真是得到了一顆好樹。
192
00:24:40,968 --> 00:24:42,640
這裡發生了什麼事？
193
00:24:50,256 --> 00:24:53,811
聖誕快樂，查理布朗！
194
00:24:54,111 --> 00:25:02,696
聽，天使正在唱著：”榮耀歸與神”
195
00:25:02,969 --> 00:25:11,597
平安和慈悲歸於世界，上帝赦免有罪的人。
196
00:25:11,897 --> 00:25:20,583
喜樂，你們所在的世界充滿喜樂。
197
00:25:20,883 --> 00:25:29,639
天使正在宣告，耶穌降生在伯利恆
198
00:25:29,939 --> 00:25:37,184
聽！先驅的天使正在唱，”讚美這位新生的主！”
00:20:03,490 --> 00:20:08,041
你曾經是個笨蛋，查理布朗，但是你現在又做了蠢事。
168
00:20:10,409 --> 00:20:11,988
又被打槍了。
169
00:20:22,716 --> 00:20:26,363
我猜你是對的，萊納斯。我真不應該挑選那顆樹。
170
00:20:26,663 --> 00:20:31,865
每件我經手的手都成了災難，我猜我真的不知道什麼是耶誕精神。
171
00:20:32,190 --> 00:20:35,998
難道不是每個人都知道耶誕精神是為了什麼嗎？
172
00:20:36,648 --> 00:20:40,038
當然，查理布朗，我會告訴你什麼是耶誕精神。
173
00:20:46,679 --> 00:20:47,933
請開燈光
174
00:20:50,812 --> 00:20:56,689
在伯利恆之野地裡有牧羊的人，夜間按著更次看守羊群。
175
00:20:56,989 --> 00:21:04,212
有主的使者站在他們旁邊，主的榮光四面照著他們；牧羊的人就甚懼怕。
176
00:21:04,512 --> 00:21:11,735
那天使對他們說：「不要懼怕！我報給你們大喜的信息，是關乎萬民的；
177
00:21:12,035 --> 00:21:18,330
因今天在大衛的城裡，為你們生了救主，就是主基督。
178
00:21:18,630 --> 00:21:25,435
你們要看見一個嬰孩，包著布，臥在馬槽裡，那就是記號了。」
179
00:21:25,735 --> 00:21:37,113
忽然，有一大隊天兵同那天使讚美神說：在至高之處榮耀歸與神！在地上平安歸與他所喜悅的人
180
00:21:47,329 --> 00:21:49,976
那就是聖誕節的由來，查理布朗
181
00:22:34,187 --> 00:22:43,825
那天使對他們說：「不要懼怕！我報給你們大喜的信息，是關乎萬民的；因今天在大衛的城裡，為你們生了救主，就是主基督。
182
00:22:44,125 --> 00:22:46,355
你們要看見那就是展示給你們的記號了
183
00:22:49,977 --> 00:22:54,389
萊納斯是對的，我不會讓這些商業行為毀了我的聖誕節。
184
00:22:58,708 --> 00:23:03,677
我會接納這棵小樹然後我會裝飾它。然後我會讓他們知道我真正扮演什麼角色。
185
00:23:16,958 --> 00:23:19,095
第一名？
186
00:23:23,135 --> 00:23:27,082
好吧，這隻商業化的狗是沒辦法毀了我的聖誕節的。
187
00:23:36,602 --> 00:23:37,949
我會毀了它！
188
00:23:39,714 --> 00:23:41,664
我毀了每一件我經手的事！
189
00:23:52,949 --> 00:23:56,432
我從來沒想到這會是一棵那麼糟的聖誕樹。
190
00:23:58,243 --> 00:24:03,120
這顆樹真的沒那麼糟，它或許只是需要多一點的關愛。
191
00:24:14,451 --> 00:24:18,909
查理布朗是笨蛋，但是他真是得到了一顆好樹。
192
00:24:40,968 --> 00:24:42,640
這裡發生了什麼事？
193
00:24:50,256 --> 00:24:53,811
聖誕快樂，查理布朗！
194
00:24:54,111 --> 00:25:02,696
聽，天使正在唱著：”榮耀歸與神”
195
00:25:02,969 --> 00:25:11,597
平安和慈悲歸於世界，上帝赦免有罪的人。
196
00:25:11,897 --> 00:25:20,583
喜樂，你們所在的世界充滿喜樂。
197
00:25:20,883 --> 00:25:29,639
天使正在宣告，耶穌降生在伯利恆
198
00:25:29,939 --> 00:25:37,184
聽！先驅的天使正在唱，”讚美這位新生的主！”
12/28/2008
Embrace Today
I have no idea what I’m going to write. This month stun with shock to me.
Last Tuesday night around 10:30pm, I got a phone call from a next door my neighbor. It was an unusual situation that timing I got a call. Almost of them are not good. My neighbor, she trying to tell me a tragedy happened in the community -one neighbor’s husband dead because he killed himself. The reason is financial problem hits him and he has a psyche problem which cause him can’t afford it and choice the worst way to face. I was very sad when I heard this.
When the day we move here, we’re happy and proud. Most of us are selected by salesman then can move in –we commonly have a nice job, the most of us works for computer companies or as teachers. Actually, in the past, our living style really better than other people. But when this worldwide economic downturn problem happened, everything changed. We’re hurt. I’m not means the other people doesn’t get hurt, but the Great Depression damage IT industry most.
We all get to use on comfortable life, a fancy car, nice coffee, wonderful meal… But when life becomes difficult, do we have the courage to face all challenges from the God? I believe, what we are today came from the past we were, what we are tomorrow are today we made.
Last Tuesday night around 10:30pm, I got a phone call from a next door my neighbor. It was an unusual situation that timing I got a call. Almost of them are not good. My neighbor, she trying to tell me a tragedy happened in the community -one neighbor’s husband dead because he killed himself. The reason is financial problem hits him and he has a psyche problem which cause him can’t afford it and choice the worst way to face. I was very sad when I heard this.
When the day we move here, we’re happy and proud. Most of us are selected by salesman then can move in –we commonly have a nice job, the most of us works for computer companies or as teachers. Actually, in the past, our living style really better than other people. But when this worldwide economic downturn problem happened, everything changed. We’re hurt. I’m not means the other people doesn’t get hurt, but the Great Depression damage IT industry most.
We all get to use on comfortable life, a fancy car, nice coffee, wonderful meal… But when life becomes difficult, do we have the courage to face all challenges from the God? I believe, what we are today came from the past we were, what we are tomorrow are today we made.
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